The spot where we met was the spot that started our journey...and the spot where I had to say goodbye to you.
Funny how things seem to zoom by so fast.
I guess thats why I cherish the little things. A note is more meaningful to me then a box of chocolates. A random hug is more valuable to me than a diamond.
I still have the handmade gift that Niko made for me on our one month anniversery. We were such dorks in sophmore year.
It's cute stuff like that that stay stuck in my mind.
*sigh* He's changed though...for the worse. My friends have caught him and his girlfriend doing innappropriate things during passing period...he's also rude to my friends and me. I tried to be cute today and I drew a dinosaur blowing fire at a heart on his paper that I graded...No remark...No "Hey that's cute" "Hey how are you?"
That hug he gave the very first day of school was deceiving. He seemed sooo happy to see me again. I mean the feelings weren't mutual, but still, he didn't act like a prick like he does now.
It's a shame. If I knew he was like this, I would have never dated him. No boy of that attitude deserves a minute of my time.
My girlfriends are so helpful and supportive. Without them I don't know what I would've done. They've shown me the light and have gotten me out of that 8 month slump. God has truely blessed me.
I think I am ready to date again. But God will bring a man into my life when HE knows I'm ready. I guess what they say is true...The best things are WORTH waiting for.
